I am in tears...! Lost my 4 days old daughter...!!

We are in deep sorrow as our pre-maturely born baby (30 weeks of pregnancy) died after surviving only for 4 days. Last week my wife's BP got shot up to 210/110. The doctors advised to terminate the pregnancy atleast to save the mother.
After a week of treatment in intensive care, yesterday only I have brought my wife back home. I am still not alright....! I feel alone...!
I will write more on this later